You think about things a lot before they happen.  Especially important things.  I mean planning, dwelling, scrutinizing... Yet no matter how much thought you give the future, it never turns out exactly the way you think.  That mental picture is always a little off.  The question this truth brings up for me is: what's the point?

I thought and planned for this trip for months in advance.  And when future becomes present these plans are made null and void.  There really is wisdom in the saying "go with the flow."  Many people struggle against this "flow," myself among them.  Letting go is a hard thing to do.  Let go and let God deal with it.  I heard this once.  Still can't do it.